I am feeling so lost. What is implanted in my spirit that leads me to these terrible relationships? If they don't start badly I fuck 'em up pretty quick. BUT, to be fair, I tried to leave the last relationship over and over and over again. I've lost track of the number of times that I tried to leave him. But being human, he wouldn't go until he was the one leaving me. And I'll leave him alone. Maybe it's because I'm a kinder person. Maybe it's because fear of rejection stops me. I don't even know.
I'm still lonely though.
I'm still lonely though.
posted by Artemis at 12:58 PM
1 Comments:
Continued agonizing over other people's decisions is an investment that pays little in the way of dividends. If you're going to learn something you to learn then you will; if you're not, then you're won't. Beating yourself up is a waste.
Be loving and lovable (and you are both!), and continue forward as upbeat as you can.
Best of luck on the job front!
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