C'est la Vie

I was checking out the blog of one of my exes today, and he's putting together a sort of "greatest hits" list of posts for his new readers. None of them have me. It's kind of sad. I remember him fondly, but apparently I'm alone there. It's not a big deal, and I don't really care. He has a whole new life, as do I. But I like being fondly remembered, especially by people who have had a lot of impact in my life.

Ah well...

Yay!

J's virginity is mine! Of course, it took us awhile again, but hey, what girl doesn't love the thought of 8 hours of really hot foreplay?

We won't be seeing each other (aside from at our roleplaying game) for a few weeks. That's good for both of us, and hopefully he'll make some progress with the girl he's interested in. He put that on hold because he decided that he wanted me to be the one who popped his cherry (awwwww....!)

I like J a lot, and if circumstances were different in quite a few fields, I'd be lobbying for us to date. But they're not, and dating wouldn't work for us at this time. Which is fine. So a little time to keep my head clear is a good thing.

Besides, I'd like to get this couples dating thing going. As far as I can tell, it would be M and I as a couple going on dates and possibly having sex with S & D, as a couple. They were really excited about it (it was their idea) but we haven't heard anything from them for a week or so. Hope it works out, they're both hot and fun!

Plus, M and I need some us time. M's been working the local cons the last two weeks, and while the alone time has been nice, I want to make sure we stay connected. All the new sex is fun, but I miss my M.

Bottom-drop, oh no!

Realized that Wednesday went so sour because I was experiencing serious bottom drop. Haven't had that in years! (also because I came home from work an hour early but forgot that I had. Bad Artemis!) Took care of the drop on my own, will look out for it next time. Lent J my topping and bottoming books - he seems to be pretty seriously into this and some knowledge is always a good thing.

Sigh...

Was supposed to come home and get tied up today, which I've been begging M for since we started dating. Had a stressful day at work so I was really looking forward to it.

I get to the apartment, frozen to the bone, to be confronted by my drunken, angry, crying property manager. I suppose I'm lucky that happened though, since I still don't have keys and no one answered my desperate, "please in the name of all that's holy LET ME IN" buzzes. I get upstairs, ravenous as usual, to find that the heat's off, there is no food, and M's asleep. I didn't get angry, although I did (calmly) let M know why it was I seemed upset, mixed myself a drink, made ramen for me and tea for M, and retreated to the computer room for some alone time. Which I was about ready to be done with when I looked up and saw M standing sheepishly in the doorway, begging for attention like a puppy just now.

Things have gotten better, and I'm sure they will continue to improve, but after the major reconnection we made this weekend it's disheartening that the same old behaviors have started up again so quickly. On the other hand, I'm very proud of myself for the way I dealt with it. Go me!

The date

Was fun, and interesting. We had initially planned to watch some movies at my place since we're both broke. What actually happened was we cuddled and made out for an hour or so, spent AN HOUR AND A HALF looking for a restaurant, in a major metropolitan area, ate some food, then came back to my house and fooled around.

It's been a really long time since I was with a virgin, and I've never been with one that was either massively endowed or hypersensitive. We didn't have traditional sex (not for lack of trying,) but we both had a good time. He stayed over, and that was also lovely.

Then M came home early Sunday morning. I went to go let him in the building, during which time J (my date) was scrambling into his clothes and apparently seriously considered jumping out the fire escape before realizing, wait, it was OK for him to be there. We all talked, M gave us the juicy details about the con (no con sex for him, booo!) then M got into bed and J and I dozed on the couch for a few hours.

Looking back at this post, seems pretty tame. It wasn't, it was hot. That boy is dominant! Mmmm... And he has the most amazing green eyes I've ever seen. I just had to get that out, and I don't really have anyone to tell in the new city yet.

More dates approaching. On the off chance that anyone's reading this, I'm looking for advice - He's got a huge cock, is a virgin, is hypersensitive, and to top it all off he's on meds that can cause erectile dysfunction. I was more excited and verbally (jokingly) demanding of sex than he was comfortable with, and he had trouble staying erect. I've got some ideas for helping him stay hard next time, but any suggestions would be more than welcome.

Thanks!

Not a drag!

My date for tomorrow is back on! The gentleman and myself had a long chat and things seem to be OK. Which is good, because I am both totally infatuated and in major lust with him.

The bf (previously and hereafter to be known as M) is going to a con for the weekend. Since I'm not going to see him, and also because this will be our first sexual excursion outside of this relationship, I've been lobbying pretty hard for sex the last few days. Things have repeatedly popped up (NOT in the fun way) and it didn't happen.

"Ok honey, have fun giving all the congirls that sex you've been denying me this week."

"I'm sorry... Hey, what are you complaining about? You get to go on the Wild Giant Irish Cock ride this weekend."

"True. Do I have to throw my arms in the air when we go through the waterfall?"

"Of course!"

"Fine. If I do though, you're gonna see the picture."

I love M, he's hilariously fabulous.

Drag...

So my boyfriend and I moved back to his home city. Prior, I'd chatted with a friend of his a few times and and my bf asked if I'd be interested in having sex with said friend since he's still a virgin and not happy about it. I said I'd think about it.

Fast forward to present. Turns out he and his friend have some personal issues, but my bf's ok with that, and the friend came to our party, got really drunk, had a big emotional conversation with him, and everything seemed ok. Which was awesome, because he's naturally dominant as all hell and I really want to fuck the holy hell out of him.

Unfortunately he and the bf had a fight via IM today, and after reading it I really don't think this is going to work out. No strings attached sex takes some emotional objectivity, and considering how hard people fall for me, with me takes quite a bit. And I just don't think he has it. At all.

Makes me sad. We had a date set up for this weekend and I was all kinds of excited. Oh well...